Maybe I was not clear,
I do not think any opinion, emotional or pragmatic, is wrong. I just stopped putting emotional part of me to the software, or to be completely honest, I start emotionally, but if is for work I cut that part as soon possible so I can see how can I afford it for work. If it's possible then great, if not, then great again, I will move to the next that I can afford. Guess I am OK, since I use Blender also, but there is just no point to lose my sleep thinking about that.
I just don´t have any influence on it.
In the last three years all rendering in the School I work part-time is done in Enscape, almost all of my students continue to use it after they leave the school. I know because I do have contact with them from time to time to answer a few questions or to give an advice.
The day when Enscape is not something they can afford as one person studio I will find something else and make that a part of my curriculum.
For now Enscape is still the best solution since it¨s integration with Sketchup is excellent, and the price is still good.